Its going to be 5am so soon. im still awake but i texted boyfriend around 3.18am that im off to sleep. i didnt mean to lie but i just dont want him worry so much abt me. plus, i dont feel like sleeping cause my mind is not at ease.

i'm feeling very depressed right now.

im very glad to have Haiqal. Im very lucky to be his girlfriend. i thanked Allah for giving this gift to me. (':