Hi. I know its been so long and I went missing for quite sometime. Im not busy but Im very lazy to update like how I used to be back then. Well, I have my own diary to write anyway so I neglected my blog. I jotted down everything in the diary.

I want to be the girl you're scared to lose, the girl you can't stop bragging about to all your family and friends, the first thought on your mind every morning, the reason why you can't fall asleep because your mind is filled with thoughts of her, the reason why you lose sleep every night, the girl who you keep your eye out for 24/7, the girl that will make your heart pound when you see her and hear her voice, the girl that will give you butterflies in your tummy, the girl who you hold so delicately in your arms, the girl you put your hands around, the girl you can't live without, the girl you're willing to die for, the one and only girl you'll ever love, the one where you'll be like, " yep, that's my girl. "

Baby, thanks for being there for me, ALWAYS. Even the ups and downs. I appreciate what you have done and your sacrifices just for me. You are really a sweet and awesome boyfriend. You bring so much happiness to my life. Every moment, my love for you grows stronger and deeper. I am truly, madly, deeply in love with you Haiqal. I hope we could last forever. I want you to be my last and I'll be the last for you too. To me, you are a wonderful guy that I've ever met. You are also a full of patience boyfriend although its always me who created so much of problems. Until I make you stress. :/ You are different baby.

I hate missing you. I hate the feeling that you are faraway from me. I hate that I can't see you that much. I hate your absence. But I can't force you to come and see me everyday. You have your own life too. I wish you can spend and stay with me 24/7 and never get tired of it. Life will be so good, isn't it?

I can't really find the words to explain when I heard your voice and also when I see your face. All I can say is that I like the feeling.

You are my definition of love baby. Thank you so much for brightening my life with your love...
You are amazing just the way you are..

With love,
Mazlina.